I may be a bitch...
Saturday, January 1, 2011
6:43AM - NYE thoughts
Amber My Love,
Happy New Year baby! Wow, 2011, I can't believe it. We have been together since 2008 and now it's 2011. I just wanted to tell you that I had an amazing, unforgettable, beautiful, year with you. We have been through so much together already and I can't wait for more of our euphoric adventures together. So this year for us, the only thing I can hope for is for us to be closer and stronger than ever. And to just be able to enjoy one another for who we are and what we create together.
Amber, you are the smartest person I have ever been with and I don't think I tell you enough how intelligent you truly are. I just hope you know that I really do love you with all my heart and soul. I know you are a smarty! Being with you over these last two years has really taught me many different things in life. I have learned how things in life always happen for a reason. I have also learned how important love is in a relationship. You taught me this, basically, with love, passion, and a heart full of 100% commitment things that normally work will always work as long as there is LOVE.
Amber, I'm not gonna lie. You are my ONE, you are my SOUL MATE, you are my everything. But, it's more than just that. You make me want to be a better person for the future of OUR family. 1) Artificial Insemination 2) Documentation of hormone levels 3) Look into support groups with an outreach program for other couples like us....well, anyways, just some things that I think about for getting our family started.
Amber, I love you. I have never felt the way I feel with you than when I was ever with anyone else. You really are that Special Someone in my life (Shit, you are my life!). I really enjoy everything we do together. I love just being able to be myself and enjoy what we do. I see so many more exciting road trips. I want to spend not only these events together, but an entire life of challenges, travel, and diverse experiences together.
If I have learned anything during this 2011 NYE, it's that love and the desire to need love has never been stronger between us. I would do anything for the benefit of our relationship or family and I would do anything for OUR LOVE. I truly do love you Amber. I can't imagine my life with out you, and that is a terrifying to not have you as mine.
So, many many more years of love and relationship growth. I genuinely believe WE are supposed to be Amber and Lauren. So I'm going to keep positive and see what 2011 has in hand for Amber and I :)